Thursday, October 9, 2008

Standing up and moving along

Ok there are times and situations in one's life where things get so bad that you have no idea how you are going to be able to cope with just getting out of bed. There are days where you say to yourself someone wake me up from this nightmare how can I be in this situation. The thing is no one asks for horrible situations. In fact why would we. However I believe that we all have to do some kind of suffering on the face of the Earth to justify us getting into Heaven. I believe that some situations it will test your faith and it is either go with the flow and give up your beliefs or stand by your beliefs and give up everything else and move on.

Well I have chosen to stand by my faith and move on. I am going to stay strong even if I have to fake it in front of people, I can always cry later and eventually the suffering that I endure will be will worth it in the end.

Now some may ask what the situation is for me but in reality in this particular blog doesn't really matter. Does it? What does matter is what will you choose? Will you choose to be strong and stand by who you are or just go with the flow.

I say stand up and be heard.

I say stand up and move along.

I say stand up be strong and not back down

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Hello Me

Has you ever just sat in silence and just wondered who you really are? No seriously have you ever tried to identify who you are not what you are. Well lately I have been trying to do just that and I have come to the conclusion I lost myself or shall I have placed myself on hold.

Well I have done that and the odd thing is that I really don't know who I am. Somewhere between getting married and raising children I lost myself.
I love being a mom it is the best thing ever. I enjoy being a wife, but not lately.

I miss who I am and today is going to the first day of saying hello to me.